Piss off.

I wonder who’s watching, underneath the night somewhere. I wonder if we’re all too far now, from who we were. I wonder if I lived for nothing, I wonder if I did at all. I wonder if I ever loved you for who you are.


My happiness and excitement just went to disappointment. I now know what to expect with you. 4 days away my ass. Time to unpack. Sigh.


you’re in love with me when you want. that’s not being in love with someone. It’s a lie.